Ohh my!! Now then I know im a FAT girl!! Im toattly fat! Eww..very disgusting!

I used to 39kg and now im 45kg!! I guess due to hormone change and of course my age! I envy tall and thin ladies out there. Wwho will eat and eat and eat but never growing side-ways or to the front. Ohh noo! Im so worried!

After lots of thinking, I know why i got that slim body many years ago because in school there is PE, NAFA Test and not forgetting Cross Country!! How I wish I can haf all that once again. I lurve PE time…coz no need to sit and concentrate!! Ohh I lurve Line Dance too! Ohh yah! ACES Day!! Hahaha. That was a very funny exercise~!!

Nowadays…I keep on eating and eating especially in cold weathers. I can eat and eat and eat! Seriously, these days I’ve not been eating healthily. I’ve been eating fast food forever, fatty stuff, sweet drinks and those oily stuffs. Ewww…I guess I’ve collected gallon of oil in my tummy. I hate it. I hate it! I want to lose weight!! I used to look nice in casual wear with those nice t-shirt and jeans! But now I look horrible in it especially skinny jeans!! Ohh my ohh my! I dun care I gonna lose weight by the end of the year!

Recently, I met a new friend, he said im fat! I felt like stabbing him to death. A guy told me off like that straight on my face! I will never forget that word!! I hate him and I refused to see him again. Never!

Mind you, im very short and fat..i think I look like a HUMPTY DUMPTY! I dun mind if im tall, at least I can choose to work in the uniform group. So Ugly Me!!

I wanna wear a nice wedding gown one day. I wanna wear that nice songket once again. I wanna wear that trendy shirt and now I have to fold my nice skirt and dump it in my wardrobe. A fatty girl wearing a skirt…ewwwwww! Ewww…very very the not nice!

The first thing that gains when I eat a lot will be my cheek. I will go chubby and chubbier! I hate people pinching my fatty cheeks, im no more a kid ok! Worst still I got a tummy and I hate it. When I sit down somewhere I can feel my tummy folded. Yucky yucky yucky!! U noe I got class 2 tire underneath my clothing.

I have lotssa meat in me, want some? I can slice it for u and grill it. Im not a guy who just dun give a damn about weight. Moreover nowadays many girls love fat guys. Most guys dislike fat girls….correct? I dun mind fat guys coz I lurve to hide behind them so nobody sees me.

Now I shall stop typing and do my 10 sets of jumping jacks! Ohh I dun mind going NS to undergo the heavy training. As long as I can shape my body and the amazing weight lost. I dun mind the hot sun. U knows behind my sweety face i am very adventurous. During OBS I carried this bag which is much much bigger and taller than me. The one behind me will only see my leg and dat enormous bag! *LOL*

Sadly, in my big family + relatives im the only one can eat and never stop and im the only one who keep growing fatter. Serious! My family are all small-build except for me!