Lyfe of a Gierl

Big Walk!

2008-11-22T22:45:00.004+08:00

Recently i went for big walk with my beloved family!
wohoooooo~!

im so into healthy lifestyle lately.
keep myself in good shape.
=)

its so tiring but i had lotssa fun.
phew! dinch venture marina barrage due to the crowd.
but im sure to drop by the place soon.

thirst-quench

eyescream

lil bro & me @ marina barrage

look! @ d crowd!

We've been Big-Walking since the 90s.
family bonding event.
im lurving it~!

tagged by ram!

2008-11-19T20:00:00.002+08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.

C. Continue this game by sending it to other people :

· icadegilzzz
· nurul ain
· syamsiah
· nurashima
· alina
· aisyah
· anna
· mr&mrs mulyadi

1. What have you been doing recently?
~ updating "laughing coupleever" multiply

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
~ yesh! whenever my hp hang. time to waste money & buy new phone!

3. What happened at 10am today?

~ on the net and found bfyen future sista in law

4. When did you last cry?
~ forget why and when i cry

5. Believe in fate/destiny ?
~ absolutely

6. What do you want in your life now?
~ good career with good salary and stick to whom im with forever & ever

7. Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
~ not at all. why makes ur lyfe such a mess?!

8. Are you wearing anything u borrowed from someone?
~ no

9. What was the last movie you caught?
~ Madagascar Escape 2 Africa @ Vivocity

10. Does the person know you like him/her?
~ yup of course!

12. Do you speak languages other than english?
~ malay & a lil of mandarin. =)

13. Favourite Websites?
~ multiply

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
~ werking! lazy to go...

15. What do you think you are like?
~ i lyke to eat

16. Who will you choose to die with?
~ errr....

17. Where have you been today?
~ rot at home

18. What game do you play often?
~ playing a love game! wakakakakak~!

19. Who are you missing right now?
~ bestfren; nurul ain & bfyen; farhan!

20. If you have to choose a friend and a love, who will you choose?
~ friend!

21. What are you doing now?
~ layankan nie bender lah, kalo tak buat kene bantai dgn ram!

22. Which primary school are you from?
~ yuhua primary

23. Name 3 colour that you like...

~ pink, black, purple

24. What emoticon do you like to show?
~ happiness

25. What is life to you?
~ life is a test....life is something u should earned to live happily after-death!

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
~ cry =....(

27. Who did you last chat with msn today?
~ noi (bfyen future sista-in-law)

28. Who do you admire the most?
~ my mommie

29. Which month were you born in?
~ march

30. How are you feeling right now?
~ irritated by this questions!

31. What is the time now?
~ 8.27pm! dah solat isyak belum?

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tag you is?
~ mystery

33. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
~ tak pernah buat.

34. Why are you doing this test?
~ coz Ram forced me to...

35. What do you do when your moody?
~ surf net

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
~ the stage when im financially stable

37. Who is more important to you?
~ keluarga

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?

~ mintak ampun & sembahyang 24/7

39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
~ family

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
~ absolutely! i've seen & observe

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
~ successful career & a proud mother

42. What is your goal for this year?
~ entah eikz...

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
~ i dunnoe. maybe lah

44. What feeling do you love the most?
~ achievement

45. Do you really think its global warming now?
~ yeahh

46. What feeling do you hate the most?
~ being sick

47. Do you like doing quizzes?

~ yeah when im bored

48. Do you believe in gods?
~ of course.

49. Who cares for you the most?
~ my family

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
~ education

51. What will you bring when you fight?
~ .......

52. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
~ being in love at such a young age!

53. What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
~ begged them to care for me

54. What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
~ sampainya hati mu......

55. How do you feel now?
~ a lil sick

i hate you

2008-10-27T13:08:00.004+08:00

My love life is very much messed up these days.

After going through a couple of dates with enthusiasm, I’ll swear not to go on any after the ones I went out with, didn’t muster up to my expectations.

I love him but I HATE him too.

I hate his attitude.
I hate his behavior.

Now, im slowly, quietly & silently walk out from his life without his knowledge.

I deserve someone better. yea, i know.

If he loves me, i want him to run after me & catch me.

I'm tired of running after him. exhausted.

I just can’t bear the recurring heartbreak and unfulfilled hope, but then again the thought of somewhere out there is someone who is ‘perfect’ for me and someone who might be searching for me, that’s what kept me going still.

=...(

bfyen

2008-10-08T20:02:00.003+08:00

it's been 3 days not a single word of "sayang" uttered to me.
=..(
didn't he love me?
or
im just being so emo.

im happy that my bfyen found a new job.
the job looks wonderful coz "they" allowed the Muslims to pray.
no shifts. fixed time. and it's a 5 day/week job. *two thumbs up*
syukur alhamdulillah.
may this job gives bfyen many returns..insya ALLAH.

everytym i think about bfyen past..tears keep on rolling down my puffy cheeks.
especially when bfyen acting this way towards me, my feelings get worst.
how i wish he knows what i feel now.
how i wish i can let my heart out.
how i wish i can tell him the truth. my wants!

usually i wud see bfyen at my workplace.
miss his presence.
on my way home, i would smile in my heart thinking & reminisced the memories we've created.
sitting at the busstop alone, it's killing me!

i spent my lunch time reading on his previous sms-es.
=)

i miss my sayang!
maybe i should be patience.
maybe i should be more understanding.
maybe i should control my emotions.

cinta itu ibarat kentut...
ditahan jadi gelisah...
dilepaskan jadi penasaran....

hehehe.

syawal 1429

2008-10-07T21:03:00.003+08:00

my first time werking on hari raya morning.
We went to my nyai&ya'i house at serangoon, 1st house.
Back at home, waited for my mommie big family.

Jalan2 Hari Raya.
Enjoy the photos =)
i had a fa-buu-lous day!

SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa

2008-09-30T15:36:00.001+08:00

Sejalan dengan berlalunya Ramadhan tahun ini
Kemenangan akan kita gapai
Dalam kerendahan hati ada ketinggian budi
Dalam kemiskinan harta ada kekayaan jiwa
Dalam kesempatan hidup ada keluasan ilmu
Hidup ini indah jika segala karena ALLAH SWT

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri 1429 H
Mohon maaf zahir dan batin

happy moments

2008-09-26T20:02:00.004+08:00

Today marks the last friday of Ramadhan 1429.

After work, i rushed to several places to grab my Children's Day gift!
This year my theme is "toiletries" hehe.
(Junior Toothbrush & Toothpaste, Hand Soap/Shampoo & Towel)
It's a tough job when you have to carry all those things alone. yeah alone.
Hope they love it.

A very BIG thank you to....
~ Geraldine (Value $1 Shop Manager) for giving me a helping hand with her trolley.
~ Pakcik taxi for helping me carry all those stuffs till the mosque entrance.

Sayang.
For the very 1st time, i get to see my sayang as early as 9.00am!
He really make my day so fa-bu-lo-us!!
Around noon, i get to see him again =)
Evening......I get to see him much more longer!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!
my DAY is full of LOVE!
I received a good news from him....alhamdulillah. *jump for joy*
Thank You Sayang...

cleaning haus!

2008-09-21T21:33:00.003+08:00

sat and sun.
busy cleaning the house.
hari raya coming!!
2 days of scrubbing, wiping and fixing.
it makes my hand so rough & not its aching. ouch!
I have a bro but don't seem to haf one! =/
err...im left with few things to clean next week.

ouh yah!
I get to make kueh tart & makmur too with mommie.
yummmy! =)

I miss my sayang...
I have something BIG to think about us.
I wish i could blurt it out.

I have yet to decide what to buy for my children.
Children's Day coming up!!

I wanna get an early sleep tonite.

random

2008-09-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

16 Ramadhan....
time really flies.
alhamdulillah everything went on smoothly lately.
im so proud that my 4 years ol is fasting eventho itz half- day!
*hugs*
but, majority dinch fast, maybe some parents thout its still too young to fast.
There are two types of rejoices for the Muslims who fast..
~ When breaking fast
~ When meeting Allah (SWT) on the day of Judgment.

My lourve lyfe with my sayang is oways full of fun.
a lil quarrel here and there but with d power of "give & take" everything runs well.
We love each other stronger as days goes by. =)
He was down with headache today...syafakillah!
During Ramadhan we get to see each other almost everyday. *jump for joy*
Love is space and time measured by the heart

Ever since dunnoe when, im so homey.
im loving home.
im loving the family.
almost every night we will go & do tarawih together in d mosque.

Family jokes, though rightly cursed by strangers, are the bond that keeps most families alive.

I miss dating with my bestfren, Nurul Ain!
Darling...let's plan for a meet-up.
Err..dinner? anytime, anywhere.
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

Ramadhan ||

2008-09-06T12:33:00.004+08:00

Allah’s Messenger (saw) said, “When a woman observes the five times of prayer, fasts during Ramadhan, preserves her chastity and obeys her husband, she may enter by any of the gates of Al-Jannah she wishes.”
[Al-Tirmidhi, Abu Nu’aym transmitted it in al-Hilyah]

Ramadhan is a month of Compassion and Blessings.
It promotes empathy towards the less fortunate, the needy and the challenged.
It nurtures good thoughts, good words and good actions.
It gives strength to those who fast in earnest only seeking the pleasure of the Almighty.

Teacher's Day!!

2008-09-01T22:29:00.007+08:00

Happy Teacher's Day to all educators!!

Gift from T. Mastura aka Asam Boss!
(Chocolate)

Gift from T. Marhana aka Supervisor!!
(Mutton Chop)

Do'a from Cik Ani aka Transport Boss!
(Thankiue for the do'a dear partner)

Gift from T. Halimah aka Buissness-lady!
(Cutie Bag)

Gift from Liyana aka d only anak dara =)
(Cookie Mirror coz teachers can be very vain-pot)

The Wonderful Gifts from my students!
(Thankiue dear children *hugs*)

P/S: Last but not least, this video below will make all teachers heart drop and really drop!! Its simple but SWEET!

Thankiue Children!
Everyone of u are unique in different ways!
Where-ever you go, all of you will remains in our heart & mind! *promise*

Ramadhan

2008-08-27T21:57:00.002+08:00

Marhaban ya Ramadhan, bulan yang penuh Barokah, Rahmat dan Ampunan.


HARAPAN RAMADHAN: Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan
Kali ini penuh makna
Agar dapat kulalui
Dengan sempurna

Selangkah demi selangkah
Setahun sudah pun berlalu
Masa yang pantas berlalu
Hingga tak terasa ku berada
Di bulan Ramadhan semula

Puasa satu amalan
Sebagaimana yang diperintahNya
Moga dapat ku lenturkan
Nafsu yang selalu membelenggu diri
Tiada henti-henti

Tak ingin ku biarkan Ramadhan berlalu saja
Tuhan pimpinlah daku yang lemah
Mengharungi segalanya dengan sabar
Kita memohon pada Tuhan diberikan kekuatan
Ku merayu pada Tuhan diterima amalan

Selangkah demi selangkah...
Dengan rahmatMu oh Tuhanku...
Ku tempuh jua

To all my friends & "blog-hoppers" saya mohon keihlasan anda semua untuk Memaafkan semua kesalahan dan kehilafan saya.

Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa bagi anda yang menjalankanya, semoga kita dapat melaksanakan ibadah shaum Ramadhan, semata−mata atas dasar keimanan dan mengharap keredha Allah, Amiin.

wheee~!

2008-08-26T18:00:00.003+08:00

few more days to school holiday!
shout: hurrayy! wwhheeee~!

few more days to Ramadhan!
shout: alhamdulillah~

I did my full-face threading and today is the first time i did waxing! =)
i was so scared & nervous indeed its pain-less!
*pat on my shoulder*
I was being interviewed by two girls. they were funny & nervous.
It's their first time doing threading so they cried. *pity*

I miss my sayang..
I feel sad when u're sad...
I feel glad when u're glad...
If you only knew, what im going through..
I can't laugh...
I find it hard to do anything..
I just can't smile without you
Because I MISS YOU~!!

Why Re-Marry After Divorce?

2008-08-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

Marriage is a social institution that has been very successful because it has many dimensions that affect a person at various levels, such as legal, social and personal. It is the best way to get close and intimate with another individual and face all the life’s challenges together.

Indeed, it has been proven in research that due to the emotional support provided by the partners to each other, married people tend to live much longer and suffer from less health complications than individuals who have never married. Not all marriages are successful, however.

There may be many reasons for this, such as emotional and physical abuse, alcoholism and substance use, infidelity of the spouse, infertility, lack of financial resources and just plain boredom with each other. Most of these problems that afflict a marriage are irreconcilable and the partners either grin and bear them for the sake of keeping the family intact or they decide to cut their losses and file for divorce.

How Divorce Damages You Emotionally

Divorce, like marriage, has many aspects to it. It is not merely a legal separation of two married individuals. With divorce, the marriage dissolves and ceases to exist, with all its implications. There is a division of marital property – assets, bank deposits – as well as debt such as mortgage and vehicle loan. One of the partners has to evacuate the family home and look for another residence. Single mothers particularly face money problems and are forced to take up a job to meet their lifestyle expenses. The partners find themselves alone again and there is no shoulder they can lean on.

Divorce inflicts considerable emotional damage, especially on sensitive people. Some partners blame themselves for what has happened and go on a long guilt trip. This leads to a chronic depression and they become listless and lose interest in day-to-day happenings. Many start shunning human company and create a wall around themselves, shutting out others. A feeling of rage and having been betrayed is common among many recently divorced couples. Really, for many people life after divorce is never the same again and life takes a turn for the worse.

Why a New Relationship Helps

The big question is how to get out of this rut created by post-divorce trauma. Taking professional help is one solution. A psychiatrist or counsellor is a specially trained individual who can delve deep into your hidden emotions and get to the root of the problem. However, the cheapest and quickest way to come back on tracks is to enter into a new relationship.

This has many benefits. For one, you get back the intimacy and close relationship with an individual that you had before marriage. Now, you can again share your innermost feelings with your partner and look for some crucial emotional support. Your financial problems also end to an extent because you and your partner can pool your resources again. You become less busy as there is a functional division of labour in the house.

The man goes out to earn while the woman stays at home and takes care of kitchen and laundry as well as rearing the kids. Single parenting is really a tough job. It makes upbringing of children lopsided, as they need both the affection and tenderness of the mother and the discipline and guidance of the father. Establishing a new, stable relationship is the biggest favour you can do to your kids.

Finding the Right Person

It is essential for you to find the right person for a long-term relationship. There are many ways to go about it, such as online dating sites. You can also join divorce support groups where recently separated men and women meet and share their experiences. These groups are a great venue for you to find interesting people who are in the same situation as you and coping with the same challenges. Romances can also blossom in office situations where the colleagues closely interact with each other daily.

You should make it a point this time to not repeat the mistakes of your previous relationship. Usually, those relationships last longer where the partners are equals of each other in terms of education, earning capacity and family background and share the same tastes, aspirations and goals in life.

Getting married quickly after divorce to a partner who complements you in every way is a sure-shot solution to coming out of your divorce blues. It is the start of a new chapter in life where the possibilities are endless.

lalalala

2008-08-18T18:05:00.003+08:00

less than 2 weeks its gonna be fasting month~!
time really flies!
its not even Ramadhan
and
people oridi start to place order for cookies & crackers & cakes!!
ohh my!
*speechless*

im happy dat my online buddy is selling cookies for rayer!!
two thumbs up for eyeshack!! =)

im addicted to online shopping!
i spent alots & alots.
mostly on handbags, shoes, cute stuffs!
what more?!
teachers day, children's day & hari raya coming up!
ouhh noo...im totally penniless. big hole in my pocket.

quest&ans

2008-08-15T20:22:00.003+08:00

Who are your last 6 texts from?

* of coz its from my sayang

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?

* dinch kiss anyone at the moment.

Who was the last person to call you?

* orang gila & terlalu emosi

What's irritating you right now?

* hehehe....my weight!
* sooo gemukkk~!!

Is this year the best year of your life?

* insya ALLAH hope it will be

Where is your cell phone?

* on the table

Have a crazy side?

* yup. always. people sure to hear that cackling unique sound from me.
* especially when im at werk.

What is something you do a lot?

* i did alot of werk! =)

Who was the last person you gave up on?

* errrmmm.....e orang gila!

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?

* errr..depends on how personal it is. Not until the extend of exposing my aib.

Do your parents really know you?

* of course!

Do you think you would make a good boyfriend/girlfriend?

* i think so. im super mentel. im romantic too. not forgetting creative. gee!!
* i hope to be a good wife to sayang

Will you and your ex ever get back together?

* nooooo. i dunnoe. if dat is our fate.

In the past week have you gotten sick?

* sharp headache.
* i still get up for werk! *kuai girl*

Would you rather your partner to have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?

* dat is not important!
* i would prefer he haf eh gorgeous heart.

Where were you doing 1 hour ago?

* homey. =)

Last person you told a secret to?
* who else..if not the bestfren. ain.

What are you doing?
* waiting for my sayang call or sms-es

Your ex is driving next to you, what do you do?

* what?!!

Were you happy when you woke up today?

* yeay! TGIF!

Who was the last person you ate with?

* my beloved children & row of ladies!

What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

* blue coral! stained.

How many times have you been admitted to the hospital?

* ouhh...twice or thrice maybe.

Would you ever date someone who thought they knew EVERYTHING?

* anything lah.
* i shall treat him as my walking dictionary or therauses!

How long was your second last phone call?

* short but full of sweets things from sayang

How often do you get a new comment on Myspace?

* i haffit but never once i open it!

Do you have any friends whose first language was not English?

* yesh!

Are you in a good mood?
* yeayyy!

Do you want to have kids?

* yeay. i love kids.
* insya ALLAH

Is there someone you want to fight?

* peace.

Who did you last ride in a car with?

* mommie. enjoying each other company.

Ever had a major surgery?
* not yet.

Do you like your cell phone?

* ye. It's full of memories!

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?

* sayang said so...

Do you get along with your parent(s)?

* yup!

Do you believe in true love?

* how can i say NO!

Are you easily confused?

* yup not forgettin blur!

Do you miss your past?
* awwww! yeay.
* especially with -----, those were the sweetest moments in my lyfe!

Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

* gile per?!

Are you proud of the person you've become?

* alhamdulillah.
* i try to be much more better person..

Have you ever actually sat down and thought about why you like the person you like?
* yupyup!
* im still looking for the answer...

What's the last thing you said to someone in a text & who?

* sayang.
* asking him a stupid question.

When was the last time you cried really hard?

* when i know the truth from someone...
* truth hurts tho

heartbroken

2008-08-11T19:58:00.002+08:00

truly sad.

shall not explain.

sayang, do you know that im so dissappointed with you.

truly heartbroken.

2008-08-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

harpiee bir'dday Singapore~!!

It's going to be a boring day!
my agenda today: coach potato!
no firewerks for me this year!
=(

Berdoa

2008-08-04T20:06:00.000+08:00

12 Waktu Mustajab Untuk Berdoa

Selain usaha dan tawakal, doa ialah satu-satunya cara untuk mencapai sesuatu hajat. Ada waktu-waktu tertentu paling mustajab untuk berdoa kepada ALLAH s.w.t.

Di antaranya ialah:

1) Semasa Lailatul-Qadar.
2) Ketika hujan turun.
3) Ketika memulakan dan setelah selesai solat.
4) Ketika menghadapi barisan musuh di medan peperangan.
5) Di tengah malam.
6) Di antara azan dan iqamah.
7) Ketika sujud dalam solat.
8) Ketika iktidal akhir dalam solat.
9) Ketika khatam (tamat) membawa 30 Juz al-Quran.
10) Sepanjang malam, paling utama sepertiga awal dan sepertiga akhir (waktu sahur).
11) Malam Jumaat dan sepanjang hari Jumaat kerana mengharapkan bersua dengan saat ijabah (diperkenankan doa) yang terletak di antara terbit fajar hingga terbenam matahari pada hari Jumaat.
12) Di antara waktu zuhur dan asar dan antara waktu asar dan maghrib.

suka hati.

2008-08-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

This time round i won't say NO to medicine!
It helps me.
I wanna be cured & stay healthy.
my weight~! yeay, im fat.

I did a wrong move.
I feel so stupid after blurting it out.
No regrets, please.
I should've think before opening my mouth!

Sayang, super splendid!
love love my sayang.
everyday is a new day with sayang.

hey, truth hurts! yeay.
Kebenaraan itu pahit. telan jerlah.
hmm..how i wish i can turn back time.
hmm...how i wish it didn't happen.
im feeling good at least i know the truth.

feeling down these few days.
crying every night.
but
happy on the other side.

I met bestie yesterday!
I miss her alots, away from each other for almost a month!
friendship is so valuable.
so hold the rope of ukhhhuwaah tightly.

emos

2008-07-26T21:55:00.004+08:00

feeling: frustrated

I hate people talking bad stuffs about my sayang!
How bad or wateva is my sayang,what does dat got to do with you?!

Everyday i've got to listen to your sarcasm!
i cannot stand it anymore.
shut up!!

feeling: ---

This time round i'm going to be honest.

and

clean one please!

feeling: troubled

I thought i told myself to stop making more troubles!

oh! I did it again~!

I dunnoe when im going to repent.

I know i shouldn't do it.

aiyoh.

*never cry over split milk*

feeling: in love

im in cloud nine.

wohooo~!!

I hope my fairytales will have a happy ending.

=)

i love my sayang!

thank you

2008-07-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

Thankiue to my sayang!

He knows how to brighten my day and make me smile.

in love

2008-07-21T17:44:00.003+08:00

i've truly fall in love with a guy.
aahhhwwwww!

I love him because...
he always gives me lil surprises.
he always there for me.
he always love to disturb me.
at times he can be very cheeky & loving.
he always advise me lotssa things.
he's good.
he's sweet.
he's nice.

I know he loves me and only ME!

I hope he will always be mine.

Dialah permata yand dicari, selama ini baru ku temui. Tapi ku tak pasti rencana illahi....

fun!

2008-07-20T12:22:00.007+08:00

For my recent appointment i went for ultrasound!
eikz! don't jump into conclusion aha.
im not preggie. duh~!!
but
to scan my neck.

I had a full breakfast @ LJS!
wohooooo~! yummy licious!
and
nice lunch @ Arnold.
hehe. yeay. i felt so heavy after that.

ouhh yea!
I watched "The Dark Knight" @ Vivocity.
gold class. ehem.
nearly 3 hours.
but overall..i lourve it!
worth my $$!

Introducing my new born Zeus Titanium helmet~!

bouquet of flower..

2008-07-04T19:51:00.005+08:00

On 28th June i've received Bouquet of flower...

really down

2008-07-02T20:02:00.003+08:00

1 week of MC~!

It's so plain and bored.

On Monday, i went to see doctor coz im feeling ill.
I went to the polyclinic and i just thought of a normal fever and pain.

But

Surprisingly, doc said that i might suspected to thyroid cancer!
The doctor examined and threw me various questions.

Yeay! The worst thing was i have to take my blood test!
Ouchy Ouchy! I was alone. so i screamed.
im super scared of needle and jab!
now my hand turned blue-black!!

Lotssa appointment coming up!

Today as early as 9am, i received a call from the clinic.
The nurse told me to get down to clinic as soon as possible coz my blood test shows its abnormal.

I was nervous, impatient and scared.

Alhamdulillah, doc said that my thyroid is till at the 1st stage so he only gave me medication for 3 weeks! After 3 weeks i gotta see him again to see my further conditions.

Hopefully, everything will be alright.

feeling ill

2008-06-29T13:29:00.003+08:00

Err..not feeling very well these few days!

I had flu, neck-ache, fever and a lil head-ache.

Tomorrow i thought of taking eh Medical Certificate!

Relationship Test

2008-06-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

Dear Liyana,

You are a person who needs a partner who is responsible financially with an education, who will share responsibilities with you, support you emotionally and keep up with the heat and romance.

Effort is a big thing for you and you need to see efforts being made by your partner often. Lack of efforts makes you feel like you may not be worth it in your partner's eyes and can cause problem in your relationship.

**Just remember that your partner can only do what he knows and cannot read your mind. If your partner is investing effort, but not quire as much as you would like, or not in a way that makes you feel special, just talk to him.

Let your partner know that you love him and appreciate what he does for you, but also need and desire more. Then tell him what those needs and desires are.

Open and honest communication with your partner will help your relationship grow into a more close and loving one.

Understanding and caring about each other needs is the key in making relationship work!

Love

2008-06-18T20:29:00.002+08:00

Kata orang:

Bila CINTA datang..

mandi tak basah.
tidur tak lena.
makan tak kenyang.

Now im going through all the above.

=)

Liys & Nass

2008-06-17T18:44:00.006+08:00

today is such a wonderful and excited day for me!

let me tell u why i felt so merrily happy today...

I was at work the whole day, preparing for school re-open.
After i finished my zohor prayer, i went down stairs and i saw someone!
Our eyes met!

Ouh! I quickly looked on the floor to avoid deep eye contact.
While walking my heart says "He's the ONE!" The guy!
Yeay, i saw him just now.

Love @ first sight.
While i was talking to Cik Yati i saw him looking towards me.
I quickly covered my face with a paper.hehe.

Few minutes later i went upstairs to my colleagues classroom and i told her everything.

Suddenly someone knocked on the classroom door.
I saw him with Ustaz Yazid.

I was so panic to see him in front of the door and I quickly hid behind the shelves!!!
I refused to show my face; i shivered. I was too shocked.
My colleagues pastered me to get up because he insists to look at me clearly but i refused i was so scared and "paisey".

I just hid and sat on the floor throughout the "meetings".

He came to search for me early june but i was not in.
Look! He really really seems soo interested in me.

We exchange phone numbers and when he left i got up and still feels the fright!

Now...we are contacting each other.

Thanks to my colleagues~!

Donation Day!

2008-06-15T20:31:00.007+08:00

It's Darussalam Donation Day!
I was posted @ Al-Falah Mosque.
Super friendly!
They gave us Briyani for lunch.
Uhhhh! Alhamdulillah!

Taaruf

2008-06-10T01:52:00.004+08:00

Taaruf : This is an Arabic word meaning to get acquainted .

Cinta bukan segala-galanya, karena cinta yang sebenarnya adalah cinta sesudah ijab kabul.
Fahami erti perkahwinan untuk membangun rumah tangga.
Bagi orang tua, jangan memaksa untuk menjodohkan anak tapi memberikan pengertian pada anak supaya faham tentang membangunkan rumah tangga.
Dalam memilih jodoh, ciptakan komunikasi yang membangun antara orang tua dan anak.
Carilah jodoh yang ahli berterimakasih, ahli bersyukur dan ahli sabar.
Berprinsiplah~ bila ingin mencari sampah maka di tong sampah tapi bila ingin mencari berlian maka carilah di tempat perhiasan.
Carilah jodoh yang sayang terhadap orang tua.
Berusaha kemudian berdoa.

Syair Istikharah

2008-06-04T20:02:00.002+08:00

.Semoga ada Titik Pertemuan diantara kami & di jauhi dari Sengketa Yang Berpanjangan.

Syair Istikharah

Ya - Rabbul Ariffin
Seandainya kau telah taqdirkan dia milikku
tercipta buatku
dekatkanlah hatiku dengan hatinya.
Tetapkanlah kemesraan antara kami,
agar kebahagiaan ini kekal abadi.

Ya Muhaimin
Seiringkanlah kami
mengiringi kehidupan luas ini
ketepian yang sejahtera.

Ya Rabbul Fatihin
seandainya dia telah Kau taqdirkan bukan milikku
bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku
luput dari ingatanku
dan peliharakanlah aku dari kecewa.

Ya Rabbul Izzati
Berikanlah aku kekuatan,
melontarkan bayangannya kedada langit hilang bersama senja merah
agar aku bisa bahagia
walaupun tanpa dirinya.

Ya Rabbul Quddus
Gantikanlah yang telah patah
meskipun tidak sama dengan dirinya
biar sekuat mana aku mengasihinya
aku mohon pada Mu Allah
agar melenyapkan perasaan ini
seandainya benar dia ditaqdirkan bukan untukku.

Tetapi seandainya dia telah ditaqdirkan untuk diriku
aku mohon kasih dan sayang Mu
agar memperkuatkan kasih sayangku padanya
selagi mana tidak melebihi kasih sayangku pada Mu.

Ya Rahman Ya Rahim,
Cukuplan Engkau sahaja menjadi pemeliharaku
Didunia dan di akhirat
Dan peliharalah kami dari azab api neraka

Amin………

east coast

2008-06-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

whole day spent @ ecp with my colleagues!
wohoooooo~! fun-fun day!
I have a new friends-Raudah, Fizah and Edward!
They are d most fa-bu-lo-us people~!
They help me, understand me and always care for me.
May our friendship last forever! insya ALLAH.

Hmmm..
remember d guy whom interested in me?
d 44 year old guy?
Ustaz Yazid was looking for me coz he wants to show me the guy in person.
My colleagues said he's nice looking, doesn't look like 44 year old man!

Seriously, im now searching more information on "perbezaan umur dalam perkahwinan".
I've been reading a lot more than usual, looking up on all the hadiths and reading forums too!
Asking people opinions and im also reading the history of our prophet Muhammad s.a.w
His marriage with Aisyah r.a and Khadijah Binti Khuwailid.

dilemma = istikharah

“ Barangsiapa yang bertaqwa kepada Allah maka sesungguhnya Allah akan menyediakan baginya jalan keluar (dari kesusahan) dan memberikannya rezeki dari jalan-jalan yang tidak disangkai olehnya” (Surah Thalaq : 2-3)

friday fa-buu-lou-ss!!

2008-05-31T00:51:00.006+08:00

Friday..woohooo!

I'm sure every working people lourve friday!
unless those people who work on saturday!

After zohor prayer i went out.
I went to school to send my assignment!
Phew! 1 down :) 1 more to go :(
i wanna finish up all my assignment ASAP so i can enjoy my holiday!
woohooo! *jump for joy*

Then i took a cab to Arab Street!
I prayed @ Sultan Mosque then i went to Angulia shop.
shopping!!
I bought 3 pcs of clothing!
I lurve their jubah but the cutting super small! *argh*

Lastly, i went to bugis junction to search for donut!
No Munchy donut but JCO donut!
I end up buying cookies from Famous Amos
and
Cream roll and Choc Rice from Polar!

hmm..

2008-05-27T22:21:00.004+08:00

Tuesday: USRAH

I went for usrah today! very hardworking girl =)
I learnt lotssa thingy today. whee.

After tafsir class, we talked to ustaz yazid.
I got 5 bodyguards with me. hehe.
It's about the- guy- who- interested- to get to know -me thingy.
I saw his pic in ustaz yazid handset.
Uhhh..not bad leh.
very good looking.
very good family background too.
his late father used to be d Bilal for Darussalam Mosque.

BUT

sadly..
he is 44 years old! =..(
errr..21 years older than me.
and
he used to be married.
but
no kids.

When i heard 44 years old and married -under consideration-

Then ustaz yazid told me that he got other friends too that he wants to recommend. erk.

Surprisingly, he said our neighbor mosque imam executive is single.

Ouhh..i was so shocked when he said~~

Harunarrashid!! *gulp*

whatever it is

JODOH itu rahsia ALLAH.

Eleen Luthfiyah

2008-05-25T18:33:00.004+08:00

Recently, i've added a new application pon facebook; Make a Baby!

On 17th May i've just gave "birth" to a girl named Eleen Luthfiyah (soft & gently)

Baby

Now, she is ready for school!!

Wheeee! Look @ how fast she has grown.
Aww! I'm a proud mommie. =)

Eleen Luthfiyah lurves Raisins and hates Noodles~!

Henderson Wave

2008-05-24T22:51:00.005+08:00

19th May 08 (Vesak Day)

Family outing to Henderson Wave!

woohoo!

All the way up...Phew!

Couple of the day! (Newly Engaged)
Glamour-ous!

The main attraction! .Amelia Sofia.

The whole big family.

Since Henderson Wave just officially open..it's full of people! Singaporeans!
Furthermore its holiday! .uh.

We had great time together. =)

Soon..8th June 08 Sentosa Trip!
Yeah! All of us...the great bunch.

waiting...waiting..

happy

2008-05-23T23:24:00.003+08:00

woohoo!
Today marks the last day of school for d 2 Term!
I've got 1 more day for nite class and 2 assignment on-the-go!
Gonna finish it by this week; i can enjoy my holiday with peace! Haha!

This week super happy week.
I received lots of good news. yeah.
.SECRET.

singlehood for me!
Wow! I can sustained my single-ship for quite long huh?!
Ohw! surprisingly!
Insya ALLAH if nothing happens it gonna be extend till december.

Hmmm. Just thinking...

Is love really friendship?

..Oh ALLAH if he's mine bring me closer to him..

phew

2008-05-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

.Phew.

im so hardworking today.
i stayed at work till 6pm!
2 more days to school closure therefore im actually doing my student progress report!
Sadly, there will be no PTC (Parent Teacher Conference) due to the recent HFMD!
talking about HFMD- 2008 worst year!
actually this year we only have a small no. of affected children compared form last year we have more than 10 students getting that "virus"! During our 10 days closure, teachers been busy scrubbing, mopping, cleaning the classroom like duh!

I expect mommie/daddy to fetch me from work today. unfortunately it didn't happen!

I was too lazy to bored the bus so i took a cab! Heck about the 35% = peak hour se-charge! I'm too tired to hop in the crowded bus! Peak hours= JAM!! Luckily the taxi driver is Malay, we yak and yak and laugh and laugh! When i reached my destinations, the taxi driver told me to give him $10 only! The actual price: $16.00!! I declined but he insists. ok. Alhamdulillah save my 6 bucks! I can buy two meals for lunch leh! heheheh. *Terima Kasih Pakcik!*

long holiday

2008-05-18T02:43:00.002+08:00

I'm very very happy because it's a loooong holiday~!
Actually not that long! hah!
But....June is officially holliddaayy for me.

This year..im gonna stay at home the whole June.
no traveling. save up my money.

Yesterday early in the morning I had a group discussion with the classmate.
Alhamdulillah..we completed everything within 1 hour.
Phew!
Ouuh..i ate a big meal for breakfast at Cafe Galilee!

Around mid afternoon im oridi on my bed..slacking n surfing.
Nap for a while and didn't get to follow mommie to religious class.
Daddy n Bro bought me BK meal!
Uhhh! I really eat alot today!
Seriously, i can feel heavy n always short of breath when walking.
Eeewwww....im so fat!

I'm going to lose that fat. How to fit my wedding gown/dress in d future?!
Aargggghhhhh~!
I miss my thin-self years back.

Errrmm..ever since im single. Lyfe been very boring on certain days.
I envy those couple out there. Happy with their beloved partner.
I can shred my tears when i see couple enjoying with their partner.
I miss being attached.

Berdoa dan terus berusaha.....

.MRT guy.

2008-04-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

Recently i was on the way to night class i bumped into this malay guy.
He's quite tan, small build, smart looking.
I saw him at the MRT platform.
We were in the same train.
In the train i set parallel to his seat.

After few stops, an old lady board the train. I gave my seat to her and stand near the guy seat.
He was sleeping in the train with his umbrella on top of his bag.
Err it's quite rare for a guy to bring an umbrella. hehe.
I was supposed to alight at City Hall.
Instead i alighted at Kallang, the place he alighted too.
My new job: stalker!
hahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!
Nay!

The next day i saw him again. We exchange look. He bought a pot of plant.
Hmmm..from there i wondered is he's married or still available.
He's always at the platform between 5.20pm-5.30pm!

Few days later i bumped into him again. He saw me and he walked few doors away from me.
I guess he feels that im always there when he's there. Oppsy!
From that day onwards i stand far away from him and looked @ him from far.

You know what? I fall in lourve with him. I wanna get to know him. I dunnoe how. Arghh!
I told FizahO about the guy and she said i should stay low because he might be a married guy or attached. She also added that if a guy likes u too, he will never ran far away from you.

I was so disappointed. But that is reality. I never see him again. I cried a lil when he didn't appear at the platform.

I will just go with the flow. If he's mine....then he will be mine one day.

*thinking of him*

"Yang terindah hanyalah untuk sementara.........."

.hiatus over.

2008-04-19T22:52:00.005+08:00

It's been a very long time. Very dusty blog. ewww!
Lots of things happened during my away.

Family.

I celebrated my 23rd Birthday with the family. Dad treats us seafood. dinch get anything for mum because im broke. We ate @ Bilal Restaurant. Overall the foods are quite ok. I still prefer the CCK seafood restaurant.

Dad birthday is juz around the corner. I don't know what to get for him. I dun think i can get him pressie coz it won't be fair to mommie. Although she dun mind, but i mind. hehe.

Since im single i spent my days with the family and becomes a homely girl.

Friends.

Catch up with the bestfren. Bought for her birthday pressie (pillow/cushion). She bought for me a small bag. super cute. i looike. this year most of my stuffs are red! wohoooo.

I met a new friend @ facebook; Jai. He is super enormous. He wants to get serious with me. He's super mushy..erk. Err he is 13 years older than me. I told him firmly that i prefer us to be just friends.

Love.

I'm still single. Very happy with my lonely lyfe. I need this break to ease my mind and change for the better. I want to concentrate on my studies first, i wanna achieve something and build a new career insya ALLAH. It's still a long way to go. Seriously nowadays it's very difficult to find a good guy. Lets nature takes it course.

"Never search your happiness in others which will only make you feel alone, rather serach it in yourself- you will feel happy even if you are left alone."

.someone.

2008-01-28T19:55:00.001+08:00

“Betul dia masih single tapikan dia ramai peminat tau..”

That’s what my close friend told me when I asked about someone.

When she said “single” I was very relieved at least he’s not yet taken/attached but when she continued “dia ramai peminat” i was having the worst emotion. My world is crashing down on me. My high hope destroyed completely.

I always think he’s the best. I always have high hope and dream to be with him. We used to be very close to each other but as years goes by we’re getting further and further from each other. I’m always thinking of him even though im out with other friends.

Hmmmm…“ramai peminat” meaning there’ slot of people who admire him and wants to be with him. I’m one of them too but it looks like I can’t strive for it. He’s completely good, nice and everything. I’m sure his “peminat” are far much better compared to me. His peminat might be his cup of tea, someone more suitable and compatible to be with him. Unlike me, I’m just an average girl who I think he will never consider someone like me, I guess im just a little peanut compared to almond, cashew or pistachios.

Sometimes the things that you really want all this while you can have it. The kind of feeling that I have for him is simply very unique. It’s my fault too, I used to have the chance but I ruined it. At that moment im so naïve. There’s no use crying over spilled milk. But its not the end of the world, we can still try to make it right. I know I have a lot of competitor Insya ALLAH I can make it.

Now, my senjata will always continue with my duaa and istikharah. May ALLAH show me what is good for me. Tak banyak yang aku minta hanya seseorang yang lebih mendekatkan dirinya pada ALLAH, boleh mendidik, menegur dan menasihati I ilmu ugama- jalan yang baik, jujur, ikhlas dalam apa jua yang dilakukan dan menerima diri ku seadanya. Cukuplah. Itu lah doa setiap dalam sujud akhir istikharah ku.

But if he’s not meant for me, I will always redha dengan ketentuanya. I will always keep on going no matter what.

“Wanita-wanita yang keji adalah untuk laki-laki yang keji, dan laki-laki yang keji adalah buat wanita-wanita yang keji (pula), dan wanita-wanita yang baik adalah untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-laki yang baik adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang baik (pula)”.
(An Nuur : 26)

Bila ingin mendapatkan jodoh yang baik, maka perbaikilah diri. Hiduplah sesuai ajaran Islam dan Sunnah Nabi-Nya. Jadilah laki-laki yang sholeh, jadilah wanita yang sholehah. Semoga Allah memberikan hanya yang baik buat kita. Amin.

I shall leave my past behind. Masanya untuk lalui perjalanan dengan lebih sempurna dan bermkana. Masa silam itu juga untuk kita mengingatkan setiap langkah kita lalui harus dengan bijaksana. Good Bye PAST…Welcome PRESENT!!

"Apa yang datang kepada kita anggaplah ia ujian ALLAH..susah senang semuanya ujian dari ALLAH. Kita sebagai hambanya, dikurnikan akal, tubuh-badan dan dilimpahi nikmat. Jagalah nikmat ini, gunakan ke arah kebaikan..Insya ALLAH tuhan akan merahmatinya.

.Japanese.

2008-01-25T23:06:00.003+08:00

I'm so busy with work, school and house stuffs!
I was down with migrane two days ago.
Too much stuffs to think and do.
I've been sleeping early..good!

Yesterday, catch things up with the former mate; Harshad.
We had a simple dinner @ Jurong Entertainment.
We went to the Japanese Restaurant.
i'm loving it.
They serve nice yet too much for me.
It was a very very "big" dinner.

Both was happy with their own food.
Quite delicious especially the fried spinach.
Owhh! So so crispy and yummy!!

I'm so in lurve with my new cammey!
It makes my lyfe so meaningful.
We've been very close ever since secondary school.

.bro.

2008-01-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCE 16th BIRTHDAY BRO!!

May ALLAH grant all your duaa.
Always love you.
Nothing can make us fall apart..
Stay handsome and cute!

U make our day full of laughter and joy.

Remember i'm always there for youu.

To keep the heart unwrinkled, to be hopeful, kindly, cheerful, reverent that is to triumph over old age.

.fat.

2008-01-20T20:56:00.001+08:00

Ohh my!! Now then I know im a FAT girl!! Im toattly fat! Eww..very disgusting!

I used to 39kg and now im 45kg!! I guess due to hormone change and of course my age! I envy tall and thin ladies out there. Wwho will eat and eat and eat but never growing side-ways or to the front. Ohh noo! Im so worried!

After lots of thinking, I know why i got that slim body many years ago because in school there is PE, NAFA Test and not forgetting Cross Country!! How I wish I can haf all that once again. I lurve PE time…coz no need to sit and concentrate!! Ohh I lurve Line Dance too! Ohh yah! ACES Day!! Hahaha. That was a very funny exercise~!!

Nowadays…I keep on eating and eating especially in cold weathers. I can eat and eat and eat! Seriously, these days I’ve not been eating healthily. I’ve been eating fast food forever, fatty stuff, sweet drinks and those oily stuffs. Ewww…I guess I’ve collected gallon of oil in my tummy. I hate it. I hate it! I want to lose weight!! I used to look nice in casual wear with those nice t-shirt and jeans! But now I look horrible in it especially skinny jeans!! Ohh my ohh my! I dun care I gonna lose weight by the end of the year!

Recently, I met a new friend, he said im fat! I felt like stabbing him to death. A guy told me off like that straight on my face! I will never forget that word!! I hate him and I refused to see him again. Never!

Mind you, im very short and fat..i think I look like a HUMPTY DUMPTY! I dun mind if im tall, at least I can choose to work in the uniform group. So Ugly Me!!

I wanna wear a nice wedding gown one day. I wanna wear that nice songket once again. I wanna wear that trendy shirt and now I have to fold my nice skirt and dump it in my wardrobe. A fatty girl wearing a skirt…ewwwwww! Ewww…very very the not nice!

The first thing that gains when I eat a lot will be my cheek. I will go chubby and chubbier! I hate people pinching my fatty cheeks, im no more a kid ok! Worst still I got a tummy and I hate it. When I sit down somewhere I can feel my tummy folded. Yucky yucky yucky!! U noe I got class 2 tire underneath my clothing.

I have lotssa meat in me, want some? I can slice it for u and grill it. Im not a guy who just dun give a damn about weight. Moreover nowadays many girls love fat guys. Most guys dislike fat girls….correct? I dun mind fat guys coz I lurve to hide behind them so nobody sees me.

Now I shall stop typing and do my 10 sets of jumping jacks! Ohh I dun mind going NS to undergo the heavy training. As long as I can shape my body and the amazing weight lost. I dun mind the hot sun. U knows behind my sweety face i am very adventurous. During OBS I carried this bag which is much much bigger and taller than me. The one behind me will only see my leg and dat enormous bag! *LOL*

Sadly, in my big family + relatives im the only one can eat and never stop and im the only one who keep growing fatter. Serious! My family are all small-build except for me!

"Believe in urself."

.pls.

2008-01-20T14:40:00.002+08:00

it's raining. nice weather huh.

lets talk something serious.
have u ever love someone very very deep?
although u got hitched with ur partner but inside ur heart u lurve someone else.
have you ever come across that kind of feelings?

hmmmm.
many years ago i was with bfyen.
but inside my heart i lurve someone else.
more truly than my bfyen.

i used to lurve this particular guy until now.
but i felt ashamed of myself to reconcile with him.
i scared the love he had for me has gone, after he knew i was with my ex-bfyen.
what if he got himself a gfyen?
what if his love towards me had fade-away..

I wanna say sorry to him and try to find a way back to his heart.
I always pray to ALLAH may we live happily ever after.
I rejected many guys just to be with him.

Ever since i broke up with my ex-bfyen i know whats the meaning of true love.
Endless love. i learn how to appreciate others and care for others feelings.
I'm truly sorry i know i've hurt u enough.
Please give me one last chance to give my love to you.
I know he's the best for me...i dun want to ask for more.
I just need him. I want him back.
Pleeeeeaaaaaassssssseeeee~!

Back to Your Heart- BSB

"It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,
But it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives."

.Camey.

2008-01-19T16:32:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah..i've bought the DSC-T200 camera!!
Its red- romantic.

I received my pay @ 2pm!!
That was amazing because i thought it will be tomorrow.
I prayed hard during zohor prayer.
Alhamdulillah..thank you ALLAH.

Battery is still charging - 8hrs!
I shall wait till 12 midnight then i can use it.
Im counting down every minutes.
Im so happy.

Eikz..i chose to suffer.

Today marks the birthdate for my reddy camera!
Happy Birthday Romantic!!
hehehehehhehehe.

No more sleepless night. im a happy girl today!!

.Cameey.

2008-01-17T21:50:00.001+08:00

I wanna get this DSC-T200!!!
but
It cost me a booooooooom~!!

I lurve Cyber-Shot cameey!
My previous cameey met with an accident 1 month ago!
The exterior was still looking good except the interior is badly damaged.
If i were to send it to hospital it's not worth it.
I wanna get a new cammey with a higher mega.pixel and touch-screen panel!

Erk. If i really get it this month...i have to:

- home-cook lunch everyday
- stay at home every weekends
- no monthly shopping spree
- no taxi rides

and etc etc.

Owhhhh!! Wait and save or Buy and Suffer! Hmmm..........3 days for me to think!
Another option, wait till March and request mommie or daddy for it for my b'day pressie.
Ok?

*thinking*

.vain-gerls.

2008-01-13T21:31:00.001+08:00

met bestiee @ 1445h!
i was early, i wanted to sit on the ceramic bench @ j.e MRT station.
jeng.jeng.jeng
i saw d ex bfyen! err...Jalil aka MatBatu!
i was stunned. same ol boy.
forever with his earphones on and black tee.
I stay far-far away from him.
Ohh! Then i realized he was with his bro.
Yeahh..i talked to his bro; his bro was stunned.
Few minutes later, ex-bfyen turned to his bro, he was surprised to see me.
He asked me few questions w/o any smile. I replied w/o looking at him.

When bestiee arrived i went in the train. I was looking for bestie but she's nowhere.
When i entered, a malay guy with his yellowish baju kurung was staring at me. I looked and make eye-contact, he smiled at me- of course i gave him the sweetest smile. *lol* He was reading this Fiqh book. He kept looking at me. Seriously, he's super handsome. Very boyish look, fair and very cute. ok enough! U know what? My bestiee was nowhere to be seen and i called her and told her about the cute guy and refused to alight n find her. hahahahah. I pity beStiee so much, so i forced myself to alight at commonwealth,i regretted!! Found out bestiee was at the 1st cabin while im at the last cabin!! Hahah. No wonder. Ohhh yeahh.....when im about to alight, the guy stared at me and show me that kind of looks "Aahhh...dah nak alight?!" hahaha! When im at the platform, he kept on turning to see me. I told bestiee about it....eeeeeee!! Regret-Giller!

Then we proceed as planned. Changi Airport Terminal 3!! Wwooohoooo!! Alhamdulillah someone alight at Queenstown, i sat. Next to me was an indonesian guy, his 2 friends was standing right in front of me. I offered my seat to bestiee but she refused. Then the two indonesian guy, stared at his friends and gave him signals to get up and offered Ain that seat. So sweet hor. We told him its ok, but he insisted yupp e thanked him. I shall not elaborate the rest of the story ok.

A lil funny things happened to me @ Tanah Merah station. Don't want to tell u!!
so paiseyyy. we laughed out head off. so embarrassing.

When we reached- we were so hungry. We eat @ Popeye's T3! It was so crowded! I had a pathetic Shrimp Burger while Ain ate the 2pc Chicken!! We feed one another. I know everyone is looking, heck, we're bestiee. We took pictures everywhere......so tourist-like! We went to the viewing gallery, soo nice, but i still prefer the Gallery from T1! We walked around the T3, lotsa shops just like the shopping mall. I bought flip flops at $9 because my leg hurts due to the high-heels. Very ma-fan leh!! We took the sky train to T1, i treat bestiee Coffee Bean! Belgian Choc (Ain)- Black Forest (Liyana) and Raspberry Cheesecake! We were too tired. The coach realli invites us to sleep. We walked to the MRT station and Home Sweet Home.

Pheww! For the very first time, we went out on sunday!! Usually we spent our sunday in religious class. Enjoy our fabulous pictures~~~!!!

"Some friends may ruin you, but a real friend will be more loyal than a brother."

.niece.

2008-01-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

firstly, alhamdulillah ALLAH grant our wishes and prayers.
It's a girl!! Alhamdulillah. 13 years of waiting for a girl in a family, at last we got one.
Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

We rushed home from work. Get ready and proceed to Thomson Medical, visit our new niece!
She's so girly, sweeet, soft, cute and health baby. I was so happy to see her, kiss her continuously and pamper her too much.

We're still thinking about her name. I suggested Amira (Puteri). I just hope her character and attitude is similar to the name given. Insya ALLAH.

A little girl can be sweeter (and badder) oftener than anyone else in the world. She can jitter around, and stomp, and make funny noises that frazzle your nerves, yet just when you open your mouth she stands there demure with that special look in her eyes. A girl is Innocence playing in the mud, Beauty standing on its head, and Motherhood dragging a doll by the foot.

.muharram.

2008-01-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

"Selamat Tahun Baru Hijriyah"

1 Muharram 1429

Masa berlalu, hari demi hari dengan tidak kita sedar, setiap hari dan setiap malam berlalu menjauhkan kita dari hari lahir kita dan mendekatkan kita pada hari kematian kita, hari kita meninggalkan dunia yang fana ini. Tiap muslim dan muslimat harus sentiasa mengenang nilai setiap hari dalam umurnya. Dia harus selalu mencari jalan bagi mendapat faedah daripadanya. Janganlah dia mencuaikan masa-masanya sehingga berlalu harinya dengan tidak mendapat faedah apa-apa, kerana hari yang berlalu itu, tidak akan kembali lagi. Haruslah kita berusaha untuk membuat kebajikan dan amal baik dan sentiasa membuat muhasabah terhadap umur kita masing-masing, kerana umur kita itu sebenarnya pendek. Jagalah ia, jangan sampai terbuat perkara-perkara yang tidak bermanfaat bagi hari akhirat.

Semoga di tahun yang baru ini, kita semakin berjaya melawan kekufuran.

"Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian, kecuali mereka yang beriman dan beramal soleh, mereka suka nasihat menasihati dengan penuh kebenaran dan penuh kesabaran." *Surah Al-Asr*

.super-sundae.

2008-01-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

Having lotssa fun with Fuad today, again!
Met him at Ar-Rabittah Mosque since he got problem handling this 4 year old girl.
Its my first time seeing him teach "thafiz".
Errr..at first i was very shy and nervous.
Then when i came into the class, the girl was hugging her mum tightly.
She refused to read in front of Ustaz Fuad, scared.
If im in her shoe, i would tremble too. I can't read it in front of a guy!!
She read the Quran well. At 4 years old she can hafal many surah.
I wish to have a daughter like her & take her mum as my role model.

Around 4pm, we proceed as planned. We ate our dinner at J.E Pizza Hut.
Had fun and had a great laugh over my nervous-ness.
Then we walked around the "pasar malam"!
We get ourselves a key chain with our name engraved on the 3 colour tone.
(red-black-white)
Fuad, surprised me with a gift. Very cute and sweet frame. Its Pink!
Then he insisted on printing some photo of ourselves and request to slot inside the frame.
Very cute and sweet right. We fought over the photos border. Thank to him to giving in to my stubbornness!

Picture below. Sorry we can't exposed our faces due to some circumstances. Sorry for any inconvenienced caused and thank you for your understanding.

The frame (from him)

Fuad (him)

Liyana (her)

"Nobody is PERFECT until you fall in LOVE with them."

.wedding.

2008-01-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

Recently, the whole relatives (not all) went to JB to attend family affair wedding.
A very quick journey but we did stop-over for a cup of tea. Luckily it was a nice weather.
Alhamdulillah the traffic went smoothly.

We reached on time. We get to meet long-time no see relatives. the big hugs and kisses all over.
Lotssa stories to tell, of course lotssa laughter. The food was just nice. The reception theme was purple. Very sweet. I loiike. Further more the groom work in s'pore so its kinda grand. The tentage occupied the whole street.

Around 2.30pm the groom arrived. Sadly there's nobody to open any "pencak". I pity the groom. I thout malaysian people are so traditional! I was so so sad. Haizzz. The bride make-up is not up to standard like s'pore. The mak andam is a gay but handsome. Realli! Just like Anuar Zain. After the "sanding" the "pengantin" throw sweets and coins for the children. Hmmm...we joined the party too. hahahah. singaporean r so kiasu! haahhahaha. very fun. i got a lot of coins. whooooaaaaaa.

I lurve the berkat, very cute. It consist of hanky, fork-spoon, kerepek, hard boiled egg. All in one paper bag. I lurve their telur pindang. sooooooooo nice. my favourite. *ummmm*

** Since my cybershot is not functioning i have to squeeze in using aunt camera.

"Cinta tidak menjanjikan sebuah rumahtangga aman damai, tetapi penerimaan & tanggungjawap adalah asas utama kebahagiaan rumahtangga. Cinta hanya sebuah keindahan perasaan. Cinta akan bertukar menjadi tanggungjawap apabila terbinanya sebuah rumahtangga."

.saturday.

2008-01-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today, i sleep alots. good.
I wanna get rid of my eye-bag (luggage)!
Woke up late and nap in the afternoon.
whooo! i feel so fresh.

In the evening, met up with a new fren, Fuad!
A very playful, cheeky, funny boy.
We met at Raffles Place and prayed @ Moulana Mosque.
Then we played in the rain.
Coincidentally, we wore the same combination of colors.
-Red-Black-
We proceed to L.P.S for our dinner.
We talked and laugh at each other.

We ride home together.
Had lotsa fun.
He accompanied me home.
A big thankiue to him.
Such a sweet boy.

"Jika dirinya bukan untukku, redha aku dengan ketentuan mu. Ya Allah jika dia benar untukku dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku "

.recap.

2008-01-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

3 days after school re-open!
tough job. my nursery just couldn't let go of their mommie n guardian.
im tired of carrying each one of them. tired of them pulling my scarfs and shirt.
im tired of listening to their "orchestra"!
I was struck with migrane on thursday and had the worst body ache.
They are the worst Nursery that i ever seen.
On top of that, they are the most cutest lil ones.

Oh yah!! Every morning daddy will send me to werk. Mommie will stand near the window grill and wave goodbye. Awww! I'm so pampered, right?

Yesterday was the first day of nite school for me.
I lost the energy to concentrate but i manage to listen attentively.
I just can't wait to get home and have a hot bath and nice rest on my bed.
I met lotssa nice friends. I'm lovin it!!
1 more year for me therefore die-die must study!

Yesterday also marked the first day i went home from school alone; by MRT. Usually for the past 4 years, bfyen will come and wait for me in front of the school and send me home. Since im single, i gotta be very very independent to walk home with my two legs. I miss those ride i had with ex bfyen.

"Hargai bila berdua, Sayangi bila bersama, Maafkan bila terluka, Rindui bila berjauhan, Fahami bila keliru, Nasihati bila terleka dan ingati bila sunyi"

.schooling time.

2008-01-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

tomorrow everybody will be very busy.
especially parents.
accompany their child to a new school.
everything will be brand new.

this year im taking the Nursery!
hope tomorrow will be fine.
less cry babies pleaaase!!
i shall put in my best smile tomorrow.
the best thing is they will be dismiss early!!!
wohooooooooooooo~!

to every student and teachers : WELCOME BACK!!

.new year.

2007-12-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

everything will come to an end.
few more minutes to 2008!

2007
bumpy roads. lotsa love but end up heartbroken.
lotssa lesson that need to be learnt from 2007.
i've realised the importance of FAMILY bonding.

Father. And. Mother. I . Love. You

true lurve will comes by itself.

...If he's yours he will forever be yours...

2008
smooth road with less potholes.
i lurve to be a good daughter to my parents & good sis to my lil bro.
complete my studies.
good career.
make a wise decision and think positive.
save more money.
young & happy lady.

.....HAPPY, PROSPEROUS, PEACE 2008!!......

.week end.

2007-12-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

fridae. d day everyb0dy looking forward for.
i miss fridae karipap. hehe. d one that they sell outside the mosque after fridae prayer.
i lurve it n lurve it n lurve it.
very special karipap.
i think i wanna fall in lurve with the person who surprise me with fridae karipap.
hahahahahhahahahaahaha.

been busy werking and not forgetting research!!

my plans for the weekends:
saturday: kai-kai @ geylang with mommie.
sunday: balik kampung with the big bunch of relatives.
i hope for a wonderful weekends. i must enjoy.

anybody wanna date me on 1st January 08?!

...Sesuatu yang baik, belum tentu benar. Sesuatu yang benar, belum tentu baik. Sesuatu yang bagus, belum tentu berharga. Sesuatu yang berharga/berguna, belum tentu bagus. Fikiran yang terbuka dan mulut yang tertutup merupakan suatu kombinasi kebahagiaan....

.single.

2007-12-27T16:42:00.001+08:00

i just broke up with the bfyen.
im clean single.
phew~!
my happy ending: my '07 lurve stories. d end.

i try my best not get hitch now-later. at d moment. hopefully. *whee*
i wanna enjoy my lyfe with the family & bestie.
.to d fullest.
lurve [im sick of it].

uhh bumpy '07. *toink*

"Yang terindah hanyalah sementera......"